Thursday, November 8, 2007

thesis statement

TOPIC:
*magbalik- callalily
*shooting star- hale
*cigarette- spongecola

REASON FOR THE SELECTION:
* these three OPM alternative bands show different interpretation of love by their own composition through music video.

THESIS STATEMENT:
* A comparative analaysis of selcted OPM alternative music videos show different interpretations of the concept of love among filipino youth.


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actually this is my 2nd selection of music videos. because chose already before. but i think this one would be better. ehhe.. i m curious.. ehhe. i wnat to know the difference of these bands in interpreting love by their own composition. how they will interpret it in music videos. because when i watch those videos, there is really a difference,, we can have love in many ways... what are the ways of these bands when it comes to love? hehe

Thursday, November 1, 2007

happy halloween

happy halloween! hehe...

my last day of the month was unexpected .. its great.. i was supposed to be with hazel and api as the usual thing.. pero they was not able to join me, they are tired they said. i went to the bar alone. as in alone. i cant even imagine the reason why did i do such thing.. on my way there, my friend txted me. then i ask her if she can join me.. she said.. "tamang tama, i will be going there talaga.." .. then we met in decades.. decades was not that good that time.. its boring there.. we trasnfer to baraks . then few of people where there.. we decided to go to guillys. at last! hehehe.. we stayed there for a long time.. it was so happy meeting her friends... we danced all night! i have backpain now. ehhehe...

but what is sad there is i was not able to bring my camera. but i think its a good thing, because if i brought my camera, and took pictures last night. i can go over to our pictures everytime i miss it. now, i have no pictures from last night's happening. the memories are kept in my heart. i miss them. i met new friends in halloween. hehehe.

Friday, October 26, 2007

i always walk alone:p


guys do you know the song "goodbye my lover" by james blunt? hehe.. nothing so special.. i just like it.. this is my song for the day. hehe... here is the lyrics..

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


in life, there is always someone that will leave you behind.. nothing is permanent in life.. we dont know when will be the right time for everyhting... let us just enjoy life to the fullest.. because we never know what will be the next.. who will be next...:p

Thursday, October 25, 2007

just got home.haha.. until know, im so shock.haha.. about?hahaha. anyway... im so tired. hhaayy...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Destiny refers to a predetermined course of events. It may be conceived as a predetermined future, whether in general or of an individual. It is a concept based on the belief that there is a fixed natural order to the universe.

its very inevitable.. i want to forget him. but i always see him. i know nothing will happen to us. i am just looking for "sakit". but i still like him. i dont know why. we have seperate lives.. very different culture. how can we be together? i did my part. but he does nothing.

every cigarette reminds me of him. every eyeglass hits me..it really hurts.. promise..i dont talk. but deep inside, there is something. his teeth and lips always linger my mind..

am i really falling? xet. i can't. i must not fall for him! only cha and isie know what i am saying!haha..

xet what is this falling! i cant explain! xet xet xet. when he is near, im not the same. i keep on hiding it..its so crazy.. how could it be!xet xet xet.

when he looks at me, i felt good inside. is this really happening?! hhaay! xet xet xet! haha

only destiny will tell.. its very inevitable..

Monday, October 22, 2007

nothing is new

just got home:p nothing is new. hhm. ahh ders one ! i bought a puppy.its terrier. its kinda black with brown. i cant explain its color. i named it "cinta pertama". she is a girl. hehe..

i bought it because i want to have someone beside me everytime im here. because im living alone.lol.

hhaayy. i cant say anything. im not tired. i cant sleep. i cant eat. i dont know why.hahaha.

im starting to be crazy! ehhehehe. tc!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

once in a blue moon

hhaaayy.. if you'll read my other post, im depressed. i have many problems. but i cant believe that although i have problem, i can spend one day without all those problems in my mind. haha. anyway.. i just got home.. we've been to star city. its so nice. the snow world. its "astig". haha. because i cant imagine philippines experiencing snow. hehe.. its so cold there.. if you want to guys see the pictures, visit www.uremine4ever7.multiply.com . its a lot, that is why, i dont want to upload them here. until now, im putting it in my multiply account. hhaayy.

after star city, we go bar hopping. we ended in padis point malate. because its near in star city. im with zel and api. they are couples. but its okay for me. because im used to it. hahaha.

i cant explain guys. haha.

once in a blue moon he said. we were together 14hrs.. hehe. hhhaay.

im contented with that.

that is for once only.. i dont want to put extension on it.. hehehe..

ive cherished my last day with him. i must. ^-^

things are more okay.

ill love him when he is free..free with evrything.. emo! haha