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hi guys, i just arrive from a tiring day.. its already 9:45 pm. i feel tired.. its my 3rd day in not attending class.. hhaay. so many problems.. i woke up at 8 i think. then, leave by 12pm. i went first in the bank, i deposited and get the atm card, that i opened last monday. i went to A1, i inquired about the driving lesson. they said that i must get first the student's license. i said i dont have time for that. anyway, i went to festival mall. i eat a lot. i stayed in pancake house for an hour. im just reading magazines.. texting.. and looking outside.. staring endlessly..



i went to the parlor..



its red. hehe.. is it cute?

i have nothing to say.. im so tired. my day is fine.. its raining now.. its cold. see soon!

don't go..

How can I make it through the day
Without you
You have been so much a part of me
(and if you’ll go)
I’ll never know what to do
How can I carry on my way
The memories
When all that is left is the pain of my history
Why should I live my life today

I cannot live out on my own
And just forget the love you’ve always shown
And accept the fate of my condition
Please don’t ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

Say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go out my way
Say you’ll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go away

How can I make my dreams come true
Without you
You were the one who gave love to me
(And don’t you know)
You are my fantasy

I cannot live out on my own
(I can’t do anything at all)
And just forget the love you’ve always shown
And accept the fate of my condition

Please don’t ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

CHORUS:
Say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go out my way
Say you’ll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go away

Say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go out my way
Say you’ll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go away

sunrise.. sunset..

i woke up.. the sun is down.. i was late in my class.. this is the second day that i didnt attend class..i remember when i first saw him.. he was there, staring somewhere that is really far.. its just a glimpse .. forever a glimpse.. walking at the back of his friends.. listening from his ipod. i just walk.. we walk , i walk alone.. without knowing that this is the start of something.. he was just a low profile in the campus, he is normal.. he loves pc games.. he loves everthing that is fun. a happy go lucky man i think.. time moves fast.. we started talking.. and there i met her.. she was shy.. she was beautiful.. she was everything.. we are all happy.. we spent the whole night talking to each other.. laughing.. the whole night was bright.. the moon was up.

i need to stand, i must start my day right. i took a bath. simple day for me.. i went to alabang, and ride a fx going to cavite.. i smell something irrtitating.. its in the back seat.. a rooster. 45mins going to alabang.. its fine.. i put perfume.. im excited to see them.. i miss them.. we are eating lanzones. its sweet.



i miss my college life.. the true college life.. cutting classes, reviewing for a quiz.. chatting the whole day.. going to ate jems for lunch.. hhaayyyy..



we ride a jeep. i feel scared.. so scared. i dont know why. i always think about her. i like her. i can't say anything against her. its sad.. she left..

we stopped in front of the church.. we asked people if where is ishi..

we walked for 10mins i think.. there ! the yellow house.. we sat outside for sometimes.. they are talking to each other.. im staring to her picture.. im sad.. she's gone.. i go inside.. she's not there..

i just sit down. a man walking from the door. i can't explain my feelings. im nervous, perspiration began. its so .. hhaayy.. i dream of evyrthing.. i dream of something.. as if its a rewind.. im so weird.. they said that she's breathing. yeah! that's it! i saw her breathing. but cassie said that its only the reflection of the glass.. i want to cry.. i cant..

before leaving.. i stared at him.. he is crying.. i love him.. he is crying.. i feel pity on him.. he is blaming his self.. he thinks that he is the reason why ish leaves us.. hhaayy..

i can't sleep alone in my room.. im scared..

i can't face tomorrow.. im scared.. i want to cry it out.. i can't.. im scared.. im scared.. he is crying.. i want to hug him.. they are crying.. i want a break!


"sunset for me means the end .."

someone who killed me

hehe.. guys do you love movies? im a little bit addict when it comes to movies.. but sometimes i dont have enough time to cure my addiction.. hehe.. i have lots to do. so many commitments.. anyway, have guys watched "i know who killed me"?? its starring lindsay lowhan( the one in the men girls if im not mistaken), they are twin sisters.. An idyllic small town is rocked when Aubrey Fleming (Lindsay Lohan), a bright and promising young woman, is abducted and tortured by a sadistic serial killer. When she manages to escape, the traumatized girl who regains consciousness in the hospital insists that she is not who they think she is and that the real Aubrey Fleming is still in mortal danger. the story was complicated if you wasnt able to watch from the start. i remember when we watched it. we came from cainta( its bambie's debut).. then we wer dropped in sm southmall, there we watch the movie..
we open the door of the theatre.. no one was there.. intense! hehe. as we watched, i acted like a 4yr old scared girl..hehe.. embarassing isnt?hehe. because i dont used to be afraid by those films. its just, the place was scary! we are alone in the theatre.. i was with a partner.. they are hugging each other.. im alone. hehe. but the movie was great. we had a great time watching the movie. guys, watch it! im sure ull love it..

"if you think you know the secret, think twice..."

complicated

"Never question if you are in love or not, because if you were you wouldn't need to ask."


"It is better to go for someone who loves you, rather than someone who you love."




"Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart."

guess who

a night to remember.. its memorable.. can somebody guess what is it? its really easy.. but im not talking about the debut.. im talking about something that is hhmmm..i dont know.. hehe. its fun, excited, nervous, funny.. so humble.. hhaha.. everyone was shocked. ill put pictures for you guys, later.. they said that is it a wedding? hehe.. are you confused? anyway. i cant find the right words to express these feelings.. just guess it! hehe. im not really happy, but im not sad. im calm. hehe. months has gone.. everything changes.. i cant really imaging how things happened. until now, im still confused.

guys, im talking about a thing.. a thing.. a thing.. its a thing.. this little stuff makes me think.. it makes me wonder.. hehe.. at the back of my mind, i feel lost. i dont why.. i dont know anything. thanks for those people who reads my posts.. mwah ^-^

skyway escapade

i just got home. i didnt attend all the class for the day. due to some problems. hhaayy. in the late afternoon, i opened an account in bpi, its needed for our commissions. it finished early. then i went to alabang. there i saw kim. we ate lunch and watch movie..

its 1408... starring john cusack, i saw him first in serendepity.. a love story.. and now, a horror film. its a story about a man who specializes in debunking paranormal occurrences checks into the fabled room 1408 in the Dolphin Hotel. Soon after settling in, he confronts genuine terror. we didnt saw the first part, we're late. that is why, i keep on asking kim if why such things happening.. hehe, anyway.. the story was great. its not horror for me, its a suspense film. after watching the movie.. we eat our lunch.. , the gravy spilled out!! xet. its so disgusting.. its our date actually. hehe. he gave me lots of tissue. i just laugh at him.. thats the only thing that i can do. ehhe.

after that disgusting date... i go straight to office, located in ortigas. i just stayed there less than an hour. then, upon going home.. we wer stuck in the syway!






hhaaayy.. the day was so tiring.. until now, i dont have time management, can somebody teach me how to do it? im begging. see yah. mwah

beginning or in the final stage

Rain is falling through the roof.
And all that prospered under the sun,
the books that opened in the morning
and closed at night, and all day
turned their pages to the light;

the sketches of boats and strong forearms
and clever faces, and of fields
and barns, and of a bowl of eggs,
and lying across the piano
the silver stick of a flute; everything

invented and imagined,
everything whispered and sung,
all silenced by cold rain.

The sky is the color of gravestones.
The rain tastes like salt, and rises
in the streets like a ruinous tide.
We spoke of millions, of billions of years.
We talked and talked.

Then a drop of rain fell
into the sound hole of the guitar, another
onto the unmade bed. And after us,
the rain will cease or it will go on falling,
even upon itself.

i really love this poem. i dont know why. hhehehe. its by connie wanek. i just red it from poem websites. actually, i have a self-made poem. i just dont know where did i put it. because my laptop was reformat. hehe. if i found it, ill post it.

see yah