thesis statement

TOPIC:
*magbalik- callalily
*shooting star- hale
*cigarette- spongecola

REASON FOR THE SELECTION:
* these three OPM alternative bands show different interpretation of love by their own composition through music video.

THESIS STATEMENT:
* A comparative analaysis of selcted OPM alternative music videos show different interpretations of the concept of love among filipino youth.


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actually this is my 2nd selection of music videos. because chose already before. but i think this one would be better. ehhe.. i m curious.. ehhe. i wnat to know the difference of these bands in interpreting love by their own composition. how they will interpret it in music videos. because when i watch those videos, there is really a difference,, we can have love in many ways... what are the ways of these bands when it comes to love? hehe

happy halloween

happy halloween! hehe...

my last day of the month was unexpected .. its great.. i was supposed to be with hazel and api as the usual thing.. pero they was not able to join me, they are tired they said. i went to the bar alone. as in alone. i cant even imagine the reason why did i do such thing.. on my way there, my friend txted me. then i ask her if she can join me.. she said.. "tamang tama, i will be going there talaga.." .. then we met in decades.. decades was not that good that time.. its boring there.. we trasnfer to baraks . then few of people where there.. we decided to go to guillys. at last! hehehe.. we stayed there for a long time.. it was so happy meeting her friends... we danced all night! i have backpain now. ehhehe...

but what is sad there is i was not able to bring my camera. but i think its a good thing, because if i brought my camera, and took pictures last night. i can go over to our pictures everytime i miss it. now, i have no pictures from last night's happening. the memories are kept in my heart. i miss them. i met new friends in halloween. hehehe.

i always walk alone:p

guys do you know the song "goodbye my lover" by james blunt? hehe.. nothing so special.. i just like it.. this is my song for the day. hehe... here is the lyrics..

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

in life, there is always someone that will leave you behind.. nothing is permanent in life.. we dont know when will be the right time for everyhting... let us just enjoy life to the fullest.. because we never know what will be the next.. who will be next...:p

just got home.haha.. until know, im so shock.haha.. about?hahaha. anyway... im so tired. hhaayy...

Destiny refers to a predetermined course of events. It may be conceived as a predetermined future, whether in general or of an individual. It is a concept based on the belief that there is a fixed natural order to the universe.

its very inevitable.. i want to forget him. but i always see him. i know nothing will happen to us. i am just looking for "sakit". but i still like him. i dont know why. we have seperate lives.. very different culture. how can we be together? i did my part. but he does nothing.

every cigarette reminds me of him. every eyeglass hits me..it really hurts.. promise..i dont talk. but deep inside, there is something. his teeth and lips always linger my mind..

am i really falling? xet. i can't. i must not fall for him! only cha and isie know what i am saying!haha..

xet what is this falling! i cant explain! xet xet xet. when he is near, im not the same. i keep on hiding it..its so crazy.. how could it be!xet xet xet.

when he looks at me, i felt good inside. is this really happening?! hhaay! xet xet xet! haha

only destiny will tell.. its very inevitable..

nothing is new

just got home:p nothing is new. hhm. ahh ders one ! i bought a puppy.its terrier. its kinda black with brown. i cant explain its color. i named it "cinta pertama". she is a girl. hehe..

i bought it because i want to have someone beside me everytime im here. because im living alone.lol.

hhaayy. i cant say anything. im not tired. i cant sleep. i cant eat. i dont know why.hahaha.

im starting to be crazy! ehhehehe. tc!

once in a blue moon

hhaaayy.. if you'll read my other post, im depressed. i have many problems. but i cant believe that although i have problem, i can spend one day without all those problems in my mind. haha. anyway.. i just got home.. we've been to star city. its so nice. the snow world. its "astig". haha. because i cant imagine philippines experiencing snow. hehe.. its so cold there.. if you want to guys see the pictures, visit www.uremine4ever7.multiply.com . its a lot, that is why, i dont want to upload them here. until now, im putting it in my multiply account. hhaayy.

after star city, we go bar hopping. we ended in padis point malate. because its near in star city. im with zel and api. they are couples. but its okay for me. because im used to it. hahaha.

i cant explain guys. haha.

once in a blue moon he said. we were together 14hrs.. hehe. hhhaay.

im contented with that.

that is for once only.. i dont want to put extension on it.. hehehe..

ive cherished my last day with him. i must. ^-^

things are more okay.

ill love him when he is free..free with evrything.. emo! haha

now.. and forever.. child labor!

ITS NOT A SOLUTION !!!!... we all believe that younger generations are the only hope for our country. But sometimes, when i think, how come these youth will be our hope? now that we have child labor. child labor has grown to be a topic of widespread debate. It has many favorable and unfavorable points of view. it is the employment of children under an age determined by law or custom. This practice is considered exploitative by many countries and international organizations. Child labor was utilized to varying extents through most of history, but entered public dispute with the beginning of universal schooling, with changes in working conditions during industrialization, and with the emergence of the concepts of workers' and children's rights.

on the other hand, poverty is the main reason why minors are forced to work. why does poverty continue? some of the reasons are early marriage, early pregnancy, large population, bad governance, highly-cost of living. Child labor is common in agriculture, domestic service, the sex industry, the carpet and textile industries.


in contrary, if we will think about it, the causes will also be the effects. if individuals were exposed to reality at an early time, they will also be suffering the same things like others. they will marry at a young age, have kids with young mind and worse things tend to happen. moreover, they will end dead broke.

therefore, the percentage of the professionals will be less as decades pass by. can you imagine the scenario if child labor will continue? our country will suffer! we will have economic crisis, low-quality products will follow, huge corporations will close due to lack of professionals, psychological - problems such as trauma, phobia will spread. crimes will be attached whenever. furthermore, our country will be dead.

however, we still have time to save this problem. we can still believe that youth nowadays are our hope for the success of our country. let's think about it, child labor now?child labor forever?


:p

to go or not to go

i just woke up... its already 10:37am. i have appointment with tita otat at 9am! im late.she's gone! haay. anyway, i dont know if im going to be at the office or to be in my bed(sleeping all day!).

i dont know why i am feelingt his way.. you know guys, when you where so "masipag" in a span of time, then when your laziness began to visit you, it get worse.. hehe..

that is how i am feeling right now! im sa lazy...

but i need to go to the office, ill give back her galvanic spa.

anyway, i need to go ! hhaaayy... :p

lazy friday

i just woke up.. its already friday! 12th of the month. time runs fast..

i can't even remember what am i doing last saturday. anyway.

. i feel lazy right now. im bored.. i didnt go to office.

i cancelled my appointment with francis.

he is there right now talking to my senior executive.

i know they will get mad on me. i dont know what i am feeling right now..

i just feel realax. i want to sleep always.. lay down.. i want to get rest always..

hehhe.. mama bought new pc again. because our pc is damaged.

we will sell it to our neighbor she said, when its fixed...

its the end of ramadan! we dont classes..

i want to sleep all day long!! hehe.

my sister and brothers just took pictures that will be used in their acvount here in pc.

its no nice. we set up the computer a while ago.

my mom was laughing. she said " ambabait niyo pag lageng may bago!".

ehhehe.. as if we where really brothers and sisters(because we always fight like mortal enemies!).

now, im downloading yahoo messanger, mozilla firefox, o2jam, limewire-anything more?? hhmm.

im a good girl!

hi guys! just got home. i copied my journals this past few days from my cellphone.. anyway, its already 9:48 pm. i finished my dinner. i have demos in perpetuals binan a while a go. we have a good class in english one. we did writings as usual. but i dont why am i feeling great. in my algebra class, we have exercise again. and know what? i didnt allow myself not to get the perfect score! because i know i missed many exercise. i will fail if ill not perform well now. then my next class, we dont our professor. we take merienda in cafeteria with carl, lea, cha, nicole, and the other guy, i dont his name.

in a few minutes, kim picked me up. with her dad. we have merienda, a heavy merienda!hehe. i bought banana split, then carbonara. hhhaayy.

look at my photo! isnt nice?! thats my shirt for this day. it represents my personality for this day. this day only?!hehehe. im a good girl now.. more or less..

i hope things will be better. hhaayy..

life is full of challenges, but this challenges make us more stronger!!

so be thankful for these challenges!

my day is fine..

( i wrote this yesterday using my cellphone again.. guys from now on maybe, my journal will be written using my phone.. because i dont have enough time to use the internet. our pc is damage, that is why, my laptop is always used by my brothers..
they are doing hw "daw".ehhe.. but ill still be updated, promise! )


its already 9 in the evening.. im here in the fx (glorietta). i came from white plains village in qc. we had demos in aira's tita. the demo was fine. we learned a lot. because her tita was an event coordinator. anyway, its so hot a while ago outside. there is a very very very long lane for bus going to pacita-san pedro. thank god i heard the dispatcher saying aloud "san pedro exit". i bought some toys for lance in toy kingdom. hopefully, it will be used in their halloween party. this morning, i attended my class. i dont skip classes! i wish this will be the start.

in the afternoon, i didnt take lunch. i dont have break time always(that is why, i tend to spend most of my money during dinner)

i had dinner with rose.. its in the office.. we just chat.. bonding moments!! its fine. in fairness, i miss them a lot. its been a while since i went there.


another topic! i cant say anything.. hehe.. there is family at my back, they are talking about showbiz. the one with kristine hermosa. they said that kristine had car accident which leads a 16yr old to death. its so sad. then they shift to their expenses.. hhaay!! i cant follow to their conversation! its too fast! anyway, that is all for now. im already here in san pedro exit. ill be going outside in few minutes.


byee!

i lost my memory

(i wrote this using my cellphone, i just copied it a while ago.. i think this was written last tuesday)

Its been a while since i posted.. Hehe..
Anyway, its already 11:46 in the morning..
Im on my way to school. My class is at 1pm.
Its my filipino class.. I hope my day would be fine.. hehe.. I
want to talk about my yesterday.. Im not feeling well yesterday..
When im on my way home, isie texted me that mam is already there..
I said, huh? I dont what is she talking about.. Omg! I forgot the philhis class..
I know .. Its in my mind that i have philhis class..
But how come i forgot it? Hhhaaayy.. you know guys, this is my major problem right now!!! i tend to forget things..
And the sad part of it, i usually forgot the important things!!
I dont know what is happening to me..
Im thinking that im suffering a memory gap.
But isnt too early?? i asked some of my friends from dasma..
Because their course is psychology..
They said that , maybe there is so much things that is in my mind.
That is why, i tend to forget most of the things..
this thing just started when i was in college..
Maybe because college life is really different.
i hope somebody will help me to find solutions..

see yah!

definition - "panchin"

Definition

'panchin' .. Panchin is used by those people who is irritated to someone. Panchin ka! As they used.. I learned it when i was in highschool. Panchin came from filipino word 'pansin'. It means you are obvious. Its one of our 'salitang siyokoy'. Salitang siyokoy are words which cannot be seen in dictionary. Its like alien. We cant see them in our language references but we always use it.

we have many versions of the word panchin.

1. Someone is making a joke, u find it very corny.

2. In a basketball game, someone is not passing the ball.

3. A girl who is always in front of her crush.. She is making papanchin.hehe

4. Panchin can always be use as wala lang! Wala lang kaxe boring..

so it means,the word 'panchin' is used when you get irritated :)

rural or urban?

To migrate from one place is one of the best solutions of people nowadays. they are thinking that, if they will move out from their place, their lifestyle will change. others think that rural is better than urban. while prefers urban. living in rural can give you less expenses. obviously, things in urban cost a lot.

environment in provinces are more peaceful, but if you want to unwind, go to urban. in urban, you can see more things than in rural. there are many restaurants to choose from, amusement parks to enjoy, and we have malls where we can find everything that we need. we have big theaters/ movie house where we can watch our favorite plays, movies, and the latest movies in town. i realized, its more practical to live in urban than rural. we have access to everything, by simply using the telephone, our favorite value meal will be delivered in few minutes. while in rural,we need to walk for miles just to have pieces of pandesal. we already have cellphones, we can tell our loved ones what we want by simply "texting". things are easier in urban.

But lets talk about some part. Can you guys noticed, people grew in rural are healthier? how come they are healthier? we have all the new technology in urban! we have huge hospitals, professional doctors. in provinces, they just have "albularyo", and herbs that they put in different parts of our body. isnt iffy?

Im not bias. hehe. we have our own freedom to choose. but for my advice, think a million times before making a big move. Now a days, most of the people prefer living in urban. but if you will ask me, i prefer to be in rural. others will say, its old fashioned. not in the trend. for me, more simple, the better.

being with the people i love, eating three times a day is fine with me...

:p

someone is excited

i realized that i only have two posts for this week, but ill make it up. anyway..

guys someone is excited.. can you guys realize that christmas is fast approaching.. are you guys excited? hehe. anyway.. i want to share something with you. but let me ask you, who makes you happy? most will say, "my partner".. ehhe. am i correct? hehe..

anyway, someone who makes me happy.. he is a boy.. he is currently studying at colegio san agustin. he is so cute, he makes my everyday happy.. just a smile from him , im okay.. i simple kiss from him. hehehe.

he is my youngest brother.. we call him "lance". he is a junior kinder at colegio san agustin. he is very jolly. he is intelligent.. he knows how to spell things at his age.. (4 yrs old)... i really love him.

mama bought him a small christmas tree.. when i got home, he is very excited to see me. when he saw me, he kissed and hug me. then he starts telling stories about his christmas tree.. "ate lets put decorations on it..lets put it in the center of the sala.. isnt cute ate?".. i keep on laughing.. hehe.. lance loves evrything..

he is fun of taking pictures of him. maybe someday he wanted to become a model. ehhe. then we went in my room. we took pictures. hehhe..



"i just love him.. i wish he wont grow up.. i want him to stay is he are right now:p"

ups and downs

here am i again! i just got home, its 10:30 in the evening.. i wasnt able to eat my dinner.

in the morning, we went to tagaytay.. jane's house..its been a while since we saw her.. and aj too.. aj is her son.. he is already two years old.. i miss them honestly :p we talked about many things.. how we are right now, hows the other jerjer(name of our tropa..). then we go straight at sm dasma for lunch. as usual, i siggested pizza hut.. ( i eat on pizza hut and pancake most of the time, they are my favorites:p).. we have pizza, pasta, salad, fries, rice.. and a botomless ice tea! we where so full! we walked as if we where pregnant, we are carrying a heavy thing in our stomach. hehe.

then later in the afternoon, i go straight in quezon city.. there i will meet aira, and we will go to white plains village. i ride bus, then mrt. i stopped at quezon ave station.. i go down, and stay at the terminal. it was raining ! im so irritated, aira's late! i keep on shouting at her in the cellphone. and i get scared, because all the taxi drivers there was talking to me.. i was surrounded by them, i can't run because there is no way.. i snob them. at last, aira came!

i spank him for being late(as if im her mommy.hehe) we ride a taxi, then the taxi dropped us in "my place condominium" . he said, thats it.. i was so angry that time! the taxi driver was so "bwiset"! i want to kick him out of his taxi. he is so iresponsible. anyway, we just ride a taxi going to mrt.

i was so amazed of the mrt there. its the katipunan station i think. it was so clean, its my first time there. we took pictures, but the guard told us to delete it for some security reasons. hehe. we where laughing all the time.. hehehehehehe..


but we took pictures while the train is running. anyway..

my day is fine.. i have ups and downs..

i learned new thing..

" sometimes in life, we need to be at the lowest, to reach the top.. no one in the top didnt reach the lowest.. "

plans for today

i just woke up.. its already 4:52 pm. i came home just this morning, 6am i think.. we go bar hopping last night.. i wasnt drunk, i don't drink. but why is it im feeling down. im so down last night. the smell of the cigarettes follows me.. i don't smoke.. hhaayy.. but last night was fine.. we dance all night.. anyway, my plans..

im ready for a big change! its been 3 months .. im already 3 months in my company, i quit yesterday.. i feel free again. yeah, i have regrets in some ways.. because i already invested much of my effort.. money.. everything.. but why will i continue doing busness with people whom i dont trust? they just lied at me. i mean, can you understand? they lied.. im easy to talk with. i just see things in the simplest way..

i work hard, i skip classes most of the time, i dont have enough sleep, i sacrifice school activities.. my teenage life was stuck.

hhaaayy.. i dont know if i wasted my 3mos with the busness.. whatever.

what important is, i learned many things..

my plans..

my plan..

i will just fix my problems in school .. because i didnt attend class for the whole week.. :p

red

hi guys, i just arrive from a tiring day.. its already 9:45 pm. i feel tired.. its my 3rd day in not attending class.. hhaay. so many problems.. i woke up at 8 i think. then, leave by 12pm. i went first in the bank, i deposited and get the atm card, that i opened last monday. i went to A1, i inquired about the driving lesson. they said that i must get first the student's license. i said i dont have time for that. anyway, i went to festival mall. i eat a lot. i stayed in pancake house for an hour. im just reading magazines.. texting.. and looking outside.. staring endlessly..



i went to the parlor..



its red. hehe.. is it cute?

i have nothing to say.. im so tired. my day is fine.. its raining now.. its cold. see soon!

don't go..

How can I make it through the day
Without you
You have been so much a part of me
(and if you’ll go)
I’ll never know what to do
How can I carry on my way
The memories
When all that is left is the pain of my history
Why should I live my life today

I cannot live out on my own
And just forget the love you’ve always shown
And accept the fate of my condition
Please don’t ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

Say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go out my way
Say you’ll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go away

How can I make my dreams come true
Without you
You were the one who gave love to me
(And don’t you know)
You are my fantasy

I cannot live out on my own
(I can’t do anything at all)
And just forget the love you’ve always shown
And accept the fate of my condition

Please don’t ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

CHORUS:
Say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go out my way
Say you’ll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go away

Say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go out my way
Say you’ll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you’ll never go
Say you’ll never go away

sunrise.. sunset..

i woke up.. the sun is down.. i was late in my class.. this is the second day that i didnt attend class..i remember when i first saw him.. he was there, staring somewhere that is really far.. its just a glimpse .. forever a glimpse.. walking at the back of his friends.. listening from his ipod. i just walk.. we walk , i walk alone.. without knowing that this is the start of something.. he was just a low profile in the campus, he is normal.. he loves pc games.. he loves everthing that is fun. a happy go lucky man i think.. time moves fast.. we started talking.. and there i met her.. she was shy.. she was beautiful.. she was everything.. we are all happy.. we spent the whole night talking to each other.. laughing.. the whole night was bright.. the moon was up.

i need to stand, i must start my day right. i took a bath. simple day for me.. i went to alabang, and ride a fx going to cavite.. i smell something irrtitating.. its in the back seat.. a rooster. 45mins going to alabang.. its fine.. i put perfume.. im excited to see them.. i miss them.. we are eating lanzones. its sweet.



i miss my college life.. the true college life.. cutting classes, reviewing for a quiz.. chatting the whole day.. going to ate jems for lunch.. hhaayyyy..



we ride a jeep. i feel scared.. so scared. i dont know why. i always think about her. i like her. i can't say anything against her. its sad.. she left..

we stopped in front of the church.. we asked people if where is ishi..

we walked for 10mins i think.. there ! the yellow house.. we sat outside for sometimes.. they are talking to each other.. im staring to her picture.. im sad.. she's gone.. i go inside.. she's not there..

i just sit down. a man walking from the door. i can't explain my feelings. im nervous, perspiration began. its so .. hhaayy.. i dream of evyrthing.. i dream of something.. as if its a rewind.. im so weird.. they said that she's breathing. yeah! that's it! i saw her breathing. but cassie said that its only the reflection of the glass.. i want to cry.. i cant..

before leaving.. i stared at him.. he is crying.. i love him.. he is crying.. i feel pity on him.. he is blaming his self.. he thinks that he is the reason why ish leaves us.. hhaayy..

i can't sleep alone in my room.. im scared..

i can't face tomorrow.. im scared.. i want to cry it out.. i can't.. im scared.. im scared.. he is crying.. i want to hug him.. they are crying.. i want a break!


"sunset for me means the end .."

someone who killed me

hehe.. guys do you love movies? im a little bit addict when it comes to movies.. but sometimes i dont have enough time to cure my addiction.. hehe.. i have lots to do. so many commitments.. anyway, have guys watched "i know who killed me"?? its starring lindsay lowhan( the one in the men girls if im not mistaken), they are twin sisters.. An idyllic small town is rocked when Aubrey Fleming (Lindsay Lohan), a bright and promising young woman, is abducted and tortured by a sadistic serial killer. When she manages to escape, the traumatized girl who regains consciousness in the hospital insists that she is not who they think she is and that the real Aubrey Fleming is still in mortal danger. the story was complicated if you wasnt able to watch from the start. i remember when we watched it. we came from cainta( its bambie's debut).. then we wer dropped in sm southmall, there we watch the movie..
we open the door of the theatre.. no one was there.. intense! hehe. as we watched, i acted like a 4yr old scared girl..hehe.. embarassing isnt?hehe. because i dont used to be afraid by those films. its just, the place was scary! we are alone in the theatre.. i was with a partner.. they are hugging each other.. im alone. hehe. but the movie was great. we had a great time watching the movie. guys, watch it! im sure ull love it..

"if you think you know the secret, think twice..."

complicated

"Never question if you are in love or not, because if you were you wouldn't need to ask."


"It is better to go for someone who loves you, rather than someone who you love."




"Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart."

guess who

a night to remember.. its memorable.. can somebody guess what is it? its really easy.. but im not talking about the debut.. im talking about something that is hhmmm..i dont know.. hehe. its fun, excited, nervous, funny.. so humble.. hhaha.. everyone was shocked. ill put pictures for you guys, later.. they said that is it a wedding? hehe.. are you confused? anyway. i cant find the right words to express these feelings.. just guess it! hehe. im not really happy, but im not sad. im calm. hehe. months has gone.. everything changes.. i cant really imaging how things happened. until now, im still confused.

guys, im talking about a thing.. a thing.. a thing.. its a thing.. this little stuff makes me think.. it makes me wonder.. hehe.. at the back of my mind, i feel lost. i dont why.. i dont know anything. thanks for those people who reads my posts.. mwah ^-^

skyway escapade

i just got home. i didnt attend all the class for the day. due to some problems. hhaayy. in the late afternoon, i opened an account in bpi, its needed for our commissions. it finished early. then i went to alabang. there i saw kim. we ate lunch and watch movie..

its 1408... starring john cusack, i saw him first in serendepity.. a love story.. and now, a horror film. its a story about a man who specializes in debunking paranormal occurrences checks into the fabled room 1408 in the Dolphin Hotel. Soon after settling in, he confronts genuine terror. we didnt saw the first part, we're late. that is why, i keep on asking kim if why such things happening.. hehe, anyway.. the story was great. its not horror for me, its a suspense film. after watching the movie.. we eat our lunch.. , the gravy spilled out!! xet. its so disgusting.. its our date actually. hehe. he gave me lots of tissue. i just laugh at him.. thats the only thing that i can do. ehhe.

after that disgusting date... i go straight to office, located in ortigas. i just stayed there less than an hour. then, upon going home.. we wer stuck in the syway!






hhaaayy.. the day was so tiring.. until now, i dont have time management, can somebody teach me how to do it? im begging. see yah. mwah

beginning or in the final stage

Rain is falling through the roof.
And all that prospered under the sun,
the books that opened in the morning
and closed at night, and all day
turned their pages to the light;

the sketches of boats and strong forearms
and clever faces, and of fields
and barns, and of a bowl of eggs,
and lying across the piano
the silver stick of a flute; everything

invented and imagined,
everything whispered and sung,
all silenced by cold rain.

The sky is the color of gravestones.
The rain tastes like salt, and rises
in the streets like a ruinous tide.
We spoke of millions, of billions of years.
We talked and talked.

Then a drop of rain fell
into the sound hole of the guitar, another
onto the unmade bed. And after us,
the rain will cease or it will go on falling,
even upon itself.

i really love this poem. i dont know why. hhehehe. its by connie wanek. i just red it from poem websites. actually, i have a self-made poem. i just dont know where did i put it. because my laptop was reformat. hehe. if i found it, ill post it.

see yah

guess who?

irritating

ggrrr... . as in ggrrr.. why is it there are people who is really irritating? hhaayy. anyway. a cold thursday. i woke up early. i didnt eat my breakfast. i dont have my break. im so thirsty,, hungry.. hhaay. i have class from 8 in the morning.. after class, me and cha went to sm sta rosa. we had our merienda. we chat for a long period. anyway, she helped with something. we also visted the department store. i bought a new bag(barbie), and a mini basketball set for my youngest brother. the sad part of it is, the size im looking for ( barbie slippers) is unavailable. i get irritated. actually, my whole day was not good. hahay. after that, she went home, and ill be going to cavite, where my modista is located. i fitted the gown, its nice.. color white.. it has some beadworks. so much for that.

atlast, im home. im so tired. hhaayy.. i opened the laptop, i surf the net. time now is 11:56 pm. still, i have lots to do.. i think there is something wrong in my time management. i dont know how will i fix it. gosh. why am i saying these things? isnt useless? its non-sense! hayy.

thanks for my englishone class.. it gives me idea, a technique in letting out the stress.. through this blog, im already kicking out the heavy feelings inside. hehe.

but im sorry, i have problems in my grammar. hehe. dont worry guys, ill try to fix it. hayy.

this year was the most difficult part of my life.. another milestone to face. things changed! im already 18! im old? yeah! hehe.

still, im confused. i dont know why. im just confused. things are really complicated. huhu.

thanks for reading this non-sense post.

school thing

sshhhss... time check, 1:26 AM. aww. im up late at night. hehe. i just arrive from the office. im doing this blog, with stressed. how will i start this? anyway. why am i in school? hehe. i dont know. my parents send me to one of the best schools since preschool. i dont know why.hehe. i rember when my mom said."dapat sa lasalle si camille". maybe because of her experienced.

she was a fresh graduate that time, BS CHEMISTRY from ceu mendiola, she is applying for a postion in a company located in pasig. but sadly, she got the lower postion. later on, she realize that the girl beside her got the higher posiotion. the girl graduated from a la salle school with the same course, no honors. weird?hehe. my mom get mad, she feels that there is a discrimination happening. that is why, she works hard to prove her capabalities.

but what is the importance of school for me? its like a treasure that no one can take away. i mean, its for a long time. its like a shield. an armor in my endeavors. but one part i disagree is, when you study hard, you will have a good future. aahh.. its not true! what do you call for those people graduated with an honor, then working hard and they end dead broke? isnt funny? because as we grow up, we will found out, the bully in our class was one of the most successful.

what im trying to say is, our present doesnt dictate our future. it may be related. but it cant dictate what will happen. eveything is possible. that is why, as early as now. im doing y best in my busness, to be sure for my future, hehe.. such a weird statement?hehe.. there are times that im thinking weird things for my age. but im just being realistic hehe

aaww.. im sleepy. ill sleep for now. get ready for tomorrow's endeavors.. bye:0

music video

the music videos that i chose was from callalily band. callalily band is a filipino pop-rock band.They belong to a group of talented bands of Soupstar Entertainment who fed us with their purely cool songs. anway, let me introduce the three music videos that hits me. the first is MAGBALIK, the second is PASAN, lastly STARS. some may say that im "baduy" because im a fanatic of callalily. let me give you a glimpse of how we met.hehe. its a normal day for us in my former school. late in the afternoon, me and my friends planned to go to the field because of an assembly of other college. we found out that ders no meeting. as we walked, we heard loud voices, screeming, "malpit na".. we laugh, as if there is a shooting.hehe. then we stopped. exactly! here they are! the callalily band. love at first sight.. i admire the guitarist so much. that was the very first time .. i am now a fanatic of callaily.hehe. lets go back to the main topic.hehhee..

from the three videos, i like most the music video of "stars". its performed in a garage i think. the passion, together with the lyrics.. it really hits me. i remember when im playing my guitar, i play like them. making my hair lousy, jumping !.hehe. its so weird.hehe. but from the three videos, "magbalik" .. its lyrics was the best. but im not broken hearted. but i really like the lyrics.hehe.. im not into music. but when i like the lyrics of a song, i keepn singing it whenever i go. haha.. stupid?hehe. you can visit the videos in youtube. its so irritating, i cant upload the vidoes here in my blog. ggrr..

just try to visit them
1. STARS (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pabL0DxjlWk)
2. MAGBALIK ()
3. PASAN()

guys, if you're going to watch the music video of "stars" , hehe.. ull laugh. because you may think that they are weird for doing such things.hehe.. thats the similarity of the bands theses days. in doing music videos, they jump, they bang, they scream! hehe.. isnt funny?hehe. but the intro of stars was "astig".. its awesome. i really want it. heehe. that is why, i studied how can i play it. hehe.. the second video, lets talk about the second. its the "Magbalik". again.. the intro was awesome! its unique. its like, when you hear it, you know that it is the song. anyway, the preliminary pat of the mtv was fine. uniqueness again is their positive points...plus the lyrics, its very touching.. but as i watched the video. i get bored with the icons. i mean, they intrepret each sentence of the song! its so redundant.. so much for that. lets go for the last video.. pasan! wow. hehe. its like teken. have you guys heard that? its a game , they fight. ehhe. as if the band is stocked inside computer world. its not boring. hehe i enjoyed watching.hehe..

anyway. that is all for now, its already 12:16 am. i have lots to do. hehe. take care.

sometimes i want to quit

hhaayy.. i dont know how will i start. i have nothing to say. hhaayy. i just celbrated my 18th birthday this month, im already 18.im old! hehe. they say im still young. but for the problems im facing, for the endeavors, with the people im talking to.. i can say that im aroung 25-30's.. i started my busness last two months.. my first month was so good. i earned 36k. its so big for my age to earn that much, i was 17 that time. my second month, i earned around 20k i think. i dont know what is the exact amount. but its okay.. it was already my third month, i found many things in the busness.. there are people which i dont know hhaayy. i easily trust persons. im lousy with things that is why, i tend to be dependent with others. i work hard part time. they say that if you will work hard part time, you will be successful in the busness. i did all. im very coachable to them. sometimes i think that they are just taking advatage of me, (long story), but when im talkin to them, they are showing that they care. hhaayy. so confusing, as if it a "tradition". they did it to arianne, maybe im the next. they are pushing me to become execvutive this month. who doesnt want to become executive?hhaayy. but im too close to executiveship, yet too close to quitting. things where playing in my mind. "how if executiveship will lead me to loosing all the things that i have now?''. is executiveship really suits me?hhayy. i cant quit because of the people whom i promised to help them. im so hhhaayayy..

im bothered.im lost.confuses, puzzled.. sometimes i want to quit..

my sleepless night..

my weekend became happy horrible. i was to attend my friend's party. it was saturday in the evening, around 8pm. i have lots to do,im so hungry, waisted, bored. i want to get out of . my mind was flying. our office is in ortigas, and the party is on cainta. can you imagine how far is that? f you have your own car, its easy to go there. im not excited with the party, im excited to bond again with my tropa. its been a while since we hang out. ive been busy these past few months. im really into my busness. hhaaayy.. anyway, we walked (with my officemates) from octagon building to robinsons ortigas. its a liitle bit tiring, but we chat while walking. as i walked up into the bus, i feel comfortable. im wearing a dress. and it flies up.hahaha. the conductor asked me where am i going, i said "kuya sa greenpark village po". the laugh at me. ^_^. i think he's weird. hehe. the person besides me taught me how to get there. ggrrr.. they are lovers, its so irritating. they kiss, hug while in the bus. such a daft! haha. (bitter). the bus stops at "junction" i dont where it is, then i ride the jeep going to greenpark village. at last.. im there!. at the gate, i saw various people. i dont know who will i ask about the casanjo resort. then i just ride a taxi going there.hehe. the party was okay. i saw my friend. i miss them a lot.


but it became horrible. we eat first befor the program. huhu. i taste all the foods. then, i stopped. i dont know why. i just dont like the food. all of them. huhuhu. im shy to tell it to the celebrant, she will get ashame. i just told it to my friends. the keep laughing at me. they said, "takaw tingin" ka kaxe. hehe.. all night, i cant sleep, im hungry. i cant go out from the resort, its dangerous and all of the stores where closed.

i didnt sleep all night. i just keep on drinking "water".. its a horrible night.. we swim, we chat, we dont eat. a happy and horrible sleepless night..

"something that i found very interesting"

Have you guys heard of the word passion? Passion is a noun that is the emotion of feeling very strongly about a subject or person. Its involves interest, hobbies, likes. Its normal for us to have our own passion. It develops as we grow up. But if you will ask me, what is Passion? its something that completes me. What is my passion?

Eating on pizza hut is something that completes my week.

Pizza Hut, home to the country’s Pinaka – pizza, was started in 1958 by two enterprising college students, Frank & Dan Carney, in their hometown in Wichita, Kansas. Since then it has become the largest & most popular pizza chain with over 12,000 restaurants in 90 countries around the globe in 2004.

Pizza Hut is now more than just a pizza place. It offers a unique casual dining experience that is different from the usual fast-food environment. The casual dining restaurant now has an expanded pizza menu, appetizers such as ribs and a new line of desserts, soup options, smoothies, a variety of pasta dishes and a whole lot more. Veering away from plastic and tiles typical of fast-food joints of old, Pizza Hut now has a very classy, casual-dining feel with sleek wooden furniture, warm, ambient lighting, and a touch of whimsy dominating the whole interior. With the new ambience come more customer interaction and service that is made doubly fast and extra friendly.

Philippine Pizza Inc., the franchise owner and operator of Pizza Hut, has over 130 restaurants, here in the Philippines since it began in 1984. Its locations are strategically located from Baguio to Mindanao & are now the country’s most popular pizza restaurant, with its dine-in restaurants, delivery units and express counters. For the more discerning food enthusiast, there’s Pizza Hut Bistro. A breakthrough concept in dining, Pizza Hut Bistro concept offers the best of casual dining, giving you the chance to enjoy the best Italian-American, along with classy ambience and first class service.

My favorite in pizza hut is their garlic shrimps and mushroom. I visited most of the pizza hut store in south and some from the north. Inlcuding sm sta rosa, festival, sm southmall, pizza hut pacita, megamall, glorieta, starmall, sm bicutan, sm annex, robinsons galleria, pavillion, pizzahut binan, sm dasma, sm bacoor, sm molino, rob imus, pizzahut dasma, pizzahut metropolis.

I don't know how it all started, i just found out that pizza hut is the only restaurant that catches me.

i rember when i used to collect the receipts everytime i eat in pizzahut. i just cant imagine the total of it in one month. because im really a fanatic of pizzahut.

when im depressed, i eat. i find myself okay after eating in pizza hut. i remember that i compared the pizzahut in starmall with the one on megamall. ehhehe. its so funny because the waitress stare at me , as if thinking if im crazy.hehe

anyway, that is all for now:p

"something that i found very interesting"

Have you guys heard of the word passion? Passion is a noun that is the emotion of feeling very strongly about a subject or person. Its involves interest, hobbies, likes. Its normal for us to have our own passion. It develops as we grow up. But if you will ask me, what is Passion? its something that completes me. What is my passion?

Eating on pizza hut is something that completes my week.

Pizza Hut, home to the country’s Pinaka – pizza, was started in 1958 by two enterprising college students, Frank & Dan Carney, in their hometown in Wichita, Kansas. Since then it has become the largest & most popular pizza chain with over 12,000 restaurants in 90 countries around the globe in 2004.

Pizza Hut is now more than just a pizza place. It offers a unique casual dining experience that is different from the usual fast-food environment. The casual dining restaurant now has an expanded pizza menu, appetizers such as ribs and a new line of desserts, soup options, smoothies, a variety of pasta dishes and a whole lot more. Veering away from plastic and tiles typical of fast-food joints of old, Pizza Hut now has a very classy, casual-dining feel with sleek wooden furniture, warm, ambient lighting, and a touch of whimsy dominating the whole interior. With the new ambience come more customer interaction and service that is made doubly fast and extra friendly.

Philippine Pizza Inc., the franchise owner and operator of Pizza Hut, has over 130 restaurants, here in the Philippines since it began in 1984. Its locations are strategically located from Baguio to Mindanao & are now the country’s most popular pizza restaurant, with its dine-in restaurants, delivery units and express counters. For the more discerning food enthusiast, there’s Pizza Hut Bistro. A breakthrough concept in dining, Pizza Hut Bistro concept offers the best of casual dining, giving you the chance to enjoy the best Italian-American, along with classy ambience and first class service.

My favorite in pizza hut is their garlic shrimps and mushroom. I visited most of the pizza hut store in south and some from the north. Inlcuding sm sta rosa, festival, sm southmall, pizza hut pacita, megamall, glorieta, starmall, sm bicutan, sm annex, robinsons galleria, pavillion, pizzahut binan, sm dasma, sm bacoor, sm molino, rob imus, pizzahut dasma, pizzahut metropolis.

I don't know how it all started, i just found out that pizza hut is the only restaurant that catches me.

i rember when i used to collect the receipts everytime i eat in pizzahut. i just cant imagine the total of it in one month. because im really a fanatic of pizzahut.

when im depressed, i eat. i find myself okay after eating in pizza hut. i remember that i compared the pizzahut in starmall with the one on megamall. ehhehe. its so funny because the waitress stare at me , as if thinking if im crazy.hehe

anyway, that is all for now:p