sometimes i want to quit

hhaayy.. i dont know how will i start. i have nothing to say. hhaayy. i just celbrated my 18th birthday this month, im already 18.im old! hehe. they say im still young. but for the problems im facing, for the endeavors, with the people im talking to.. i can say that im aroung 25-30's.. i started my busness last two months.. my first month was so good. i earned 36k. its so big for my age to earn that much, i was 17 that time. my second month, i earned around 20k i think. i dont know what is the exact amount. but its okay.. it was already my third month, i found many things in the busness.. there are people which i dont know hhaayy. i easily trust persons. im lousy with things that is why, i tend to be dependent with others. i work hard part time. they say that if you will work hard part time, you will be successful in the busness. i did all. im very coachable to them. sometimes i think that they are just taking advatage of me, (long story), but when im talkin to them, they are showing that they care. hhaayy. so confusing, as if it a "tradition". they did it to arianne, maybe im the next. they are pushing me to become execvutive this month. who doesnt want to become executive?hhaayy. but im too close to executiveship, yet too close to quitting. things where playing in my mind. "how if executiveship will lead me to loosing all the things that i have now?''. is executiveship really suits me?hhayy. i cant quit because of the people whom i promised to help them. im so hhhaayayy..

im bothered.im lost.confuses, puzzled.. sometimes i want to quit..