sunrise.. sunset..

i woke up.. the sun is down.. i was late in my class.. this is the second day that i didnt attend class..i remember when i first saw him.. he was there, staring somewhere that is really far.. its just a glimpse .. forever a glimpse.. walking at the back of his friends.. listening from his ipod. i just walk.. we walk , i walk alone.. without knowing that this is the start of something.. he was just a low profile in the campus, he is normal.. he loves pc games.. he loves everthing that is fun. a happy go lucky man i think.. time moves fast.. we started talking.. and there i met her.. she was shy.. she was beautiful.. she was everything.. we are all happy.. we spent the whole night talking to each other.. laughing.. the whole night was bright.. the moon was up.

i need to stand, i must start my day right. i took a bath. simple day for me.. i went to alabang, and ride a fx going to cavite.. i smell something irrtitating.. its in the back seat.. a rooster. 45mins going to alabang.. its fine.. i put perfume.. im excited to see them.. i miss them.. we are eating lanzones. its sweet.



i miss my college life.. the true college life.. cutting classes, reviewing for a quiz.. chatting the whole day.. going to ate jems for lunch.. hhaayyyy..



we ride a jeep. i feel scared.. so scared. i dont know why. i always think about her. i like her. i can't say anything against her. its sad.. she left..

we stopped in front of the church.. we asked people if where is ishi..

we walked for 10mins i think.. there ! the yellow house.. we sat outside for sometimes.. they are talking to each other.. im staring to her picture.. im sad.. she's gone.. i go inside.. she's not there..

i just sit down. a man walking from the door. i can't explain my feelings. im nervous, perspiration began. its so .. hhaayy.. i dream of evyrthing.. i dream of something.. as if its a rewind.. im so weird.. they said that she's breathing. yeah! that's it! i saw her breathing. but cassie said that its only the reflection of the glass.. i want to cry.. i cant..

before leaving.. i stared at him.. he is crying.. i love him.. he is crying.. i feel pity on him.. he is blaming his self.. he thinks that he is the reason why ish leaves us.. hhaayy..

i can't sleep alone in my room.. im scared..

i can't face tomorrow.. im scared.. i want to cry it out.. i can't.. im scared.. im scared.. he is crying.. i want to hug him.. they are crying.. i want a break!


"sunset for me means the end .."