Sunday, September 30, 2007

plans for today

i just woke up.. its already 4:52 pm. i came home just this morning, 6am i think.. we go bar hopping last night.. i wasnt drunk, i don't drink. but why is it im feeling down. im so down last night. the smell of the cigarettes follows me.. i don't smoke.. hhaayy.. but last night was fine.. we dance all night.. anyway, my plans..

im ready for a big change! its been 3 months .. im already 3 months in my company, i quit yesterday.. i feel free again. yeah, i have regrets in some ways.. because i already invested much of my effort.. money.. everything.. but why will i continue doing busness with people whom i dont trust? they just lied at me. i mean, can you understand? they lied.. im easy to talk with. i just see things in the simplest way..

i work hard, i skip classes most of the time, i dont have enough sleep, i sacrifice school activities.. my teenage life was stuck.

hhaaayy.. i dont know if i wasted my 3mos with the busness.. whatever.

what important is, i learned many things..

my plans..

my plan..

i will just fix my problems in school .. because i didnt attend class for the whole week.. :p

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ur writing feels down.. I want to encourage you!! AJA!!

beryl said...

you seem to have many problems… but please don’t forget that education is one of the best investments in your life… you can do it girl! :)

Hubert Kit said...

When a bird craps at you, just thank God that cows don't fly. so smile =) as what precious said, "AJA!"

vya junaine teodoro said...

AJA! that's ok. me to0, i have a lot of problems =C

Catherine Denise said...

you quit??? I didn't know that.@_@

why?

oh well.

you missed so much at school.

you better do that first.

believe in yourself, debutante. x3

lol.

Addy Bee said...

:o

Like what Cat said, I didn't know you quit as well! What happened, may I ask, if I'm not prying too much?

u.u aww... don't worry. Everything will eventually fall into place.

AJA = whatever this means but Precious thinks it's encouraging so I believe her! Lol. :D

joana camille bersamina said...

thank you guys!! im okay now, hope this will last.. hehe.